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If you woke up surrounded by doctors who told you that you'd been in a medical experiment since birth and that your entire life had been a dream, how do you think you'd react?
"I knew it."

And then I'd think "Where did all those people come from?"
reading in depth analysis of the Shining (Jack sexually abused his son??) = scared to sleep


and there's a body in the blood


animals, animals, oh god, bears everywhere

why stanley kubrick why

Apr. 11th, 2011

oh gosh katherine is coming here right now as i type i have to hide myself from her she is so intimidating to me that i have to hides my souls from her; i has 7 souls, 5 boys and 2 girls, all named android

oh no she is heres

Apr. 11th, 2011

is there any of you left, ADCHILD? IS THERE ANY OF YOU LEFTS OF YOUR YOURSELVES? How many are there of you? A two of you? In all my dreams a wildest never in them did I envision your imagination my own - my own in - a tunnel. A tunnel is symbolic of whatever you insert for basics, ally.
Where do I evacuate my thoughts to these days?

Writer's Block: Breaking the habit

What's your most debilitating insecurity? Do you think you'll ever overcome it?

I have a hyper awareness of my relationship interactions/dynamics and of how I am perceived by others. I am afraid of being perceived the wrong way and of perceiving someone else the wrong way. It's like playing hop scotch and thinking too much about the motion of your feet and messing up. I don't know, maybe. Now I want a yo-yo.

Dec. 10th, 2010

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1. suit and tie
2. tallness
3. passion

Dec. 10th, 2010

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1. Apathy
2. Stupid fashion styles (basically anything that makes you look like a teenager...with bad fashion sense)
3. certain kinds of voices - girls with ultra supa dupa girly voices lyk omggggg; guys with uber macho jock voices (sound like they're barking)
4. unthoughtfulness

Dec. 6th, 2010

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6. Drank so much diet soda as a kid.
5. Got myself into the habit of skipping out on obligations.
4. Projected my problems onto people I loved.
3. Rejected that letter to Hogwarts...dammit, Brittany, afraid to take a chance!
2. Vomited. Please.
1. I can think of this one particular thing, and it's silly to want to take it back, because it's this one thing amidst all the chaos that wouldn't make anything else better, but god, this one thing I am thinking of, I wish I hadn't done it.